They still do not have a diagnoses BUT they are like 80% sure I do not have Cancer. The cells do not seem to be splitting and multiplying as of the moment, but they still have no clue what it is and where it came from. SO they are sending the lab to Georgia to be examined and hopefully in 2 weeks we know what it is.
They still are not even sure if it was banine or malignant…
I look hideous though :,( I have a huge scar across the top if my abdomen above my belly button. I look ugly and gross and my muscles are all contorted and weird looking now :,( ok still healing but I look so ugly :,( My body is ruined and hideous :,(
legs….
I had a large tumor in my abdomen that grew very fast in a month and infected a lot of my abdominal muscles. After removing it Thursday they still don’t know what kind of tumor it is or if it will grow back or what is going in. So they are testing it for cancer.
They were unable to remove all of the rumor because it had spread to so much of the muscle. So they took it as much as possible Without completely disfiguring me. By testing this week, If they find out it is cancer I will have to have the rest of My abdomen Muscles Removed and I will be disfigured for life and if it not ten they can just leave me the way I am and the muscle with the left over bad rumor
On it should probably heal up and be fine.
But because they have no idea what it it, where it came from and So on, they are looking really toward it being cancer…
Thanks :(
Thanks I appreciate it so much U^ェ^U
The BIG day is tomorrow…
I feel like most people refer to the “The BIG day” as like Someone getting married, or getting a promotion, or starting school or a new job etc.
But to me, MY BIG Day is finding out if my whole life is about to change completely or continue on as it has been.
Tomorrow I will find out if I have cancer.
I am terrified. Without a doubt more scared then I have ever been in my entire life…